i'm think i'm the suckiest friend anyone would wan to have.

cos i'm the kind who don't like to make to first move as in contacting or asking you out. i'm always the one who's waiting to be approached.

i regretted not texting you when i told myself not to forget. i regretted not buying a cake for you. i regretted not thinking hard enough to get you a present.

& why am i feeling so empty. i miss my friends. the gang i usually hang out with. though not every outing is fun but still i miss us going out tgt. doing nothing but wanting to stay out as late as possible. most of them are now in school i guess. wonder what they will be doing. mine's gonna start only in april. wondering how am i gonna endure all this man.